I reckon that these are the last days of TKM and  ZPF. The darkest hour is always before dawn.

We are all terrified at  what they are going to destroy next........I mean they are actually ploughing down brick and mortar houses and one white family with twin  boys of 10 had no chance of salvaging anything when 100 riot police came  in with AK47's and bulldozers and demolished their beautiful house - 5  bedrooms and pine ceilings - because it was "too close to the airport", so  we are feeling extremely insecure right now. You know - I am aware that  this does not help you sleep at night, but if you do not know - how can  you help?

Even if you put us in your own mental ring of light and  send your guardian angels to be with us - that is a help - but I feel so  cut off from you all knowing I cannot tell you what's going on here simply  because you will feel uncomfortable. There is no ways we can leave so that  is not an option. I just ask that you all pray for us in the way that you  know how, and let me know that you are thinking of us and sending out  positive vibes... that's all. You can't just be in denial and pretend it's  not going on. To be frank with you, its genocide in the making and if you  do not believe me, read the Genocide Report by Amnesty International which  says we are IN level seven (level 8 is after it's happened and everyone is  in denial). If you don't want me to tell you these things then it means  you have not dealt with your own fear, but it does not help me to think  you are turning your back on our situation.

We need you to get the  news OUT that we are all in a fearfully dangerous situation here. Too many  people turn their backs and say - oh well, that's what happens in Africa.  This government has GONE MAD and you need to publicize our plight or how  can we be rescued? You can't just say "oh you attract your own reality".  The petrol queues are a reality, the pall of smoke all around our city is  a reality, the thousands of homeless people sleeping outside in 0 Celsius with no food water, shelter and bedding are a reality. Today a  family approached me, brother of the gardener's wife with two small  children. Their home was trashed and they will have to sleep outside. We  already support 8 people and a child on this property and electricity  is going up next month by 250% as is water. How can I take another family  of 4 and yet how can I turn them away to sleep out in the open?

I  am not asking you for money or a ticket out of here - I am asking you to  FACE the fact that we are in deep and terrible danger and I want you to pass on our news and pictures and don't just press the delete button for God's sake. Help in the way that you know how. Face the reality of what  is going on here and SEND OUT THE WORD. The more people that know about  it, the more chance we have of United Nations coming to our aid.

Please stop ignoring and denying what's happening. Would you like to be protected from the truth and then if we are eliminated how  would you feel? Surely you would say "if only we knew how bad it really was we could have helped in some way". I know we chose to stay here and so we deserve what's coming to us. For now, we ourselves have food, shelter, a little fuel and a bit of money for the next meal - but what is  going to happen next? Will they start on our houses? All property is going to belong to the State now. I want to send out my Title Deeds to one  of you because if they get a hold of those I can't fight for my rights. We no longer have SW radio which told us everything that was happening  because the government jammed it out of existence - we don't have any reporters, and no one is allowed to photograph. If we had reporters here  they would have an absolute field day. Even the pro government Herald has written that people are shocked, stunned, bewildered and blown mindless by  the wanton destruction of everyone's homes which are supposed to be  'illegal' but which a huge percentage of them actually do have licenses for. Please - have some compassion and HELP by sending out the articles and personal reports so that something can be done.