UST KNOW THAT I CANNOT CONTINUE TO BELIEVE ALL THESE PROMISES. I WANT THEM TO BE TRUE AND PUT ENERGY BEHIND THEIR REALIZATION. WHEN THEY DO NOT COME ABOUT, IT IS GREAT TRAUMA FOR ME. PERHAPS THIS IS A FAILING ON MY PART. BUT, CHRIST MICHAEL'S PROMISE ON NESARA WAS LAST APRIL - 9 MONTHS AGO. NOT TO MENTION THE NUMEROUS PROMISES IN THE LAST 9 MONTHS THAT HAVEN'T BEEN REALIZED. IT'S LIKE A PARENT PROMISING THINGS TO THEIR CHILD AND THEN NEVER FOLLOWING THROUGH. I CAN'T TAKE IT ANYMORE AND AFTER THESE FEW EXCHANGES WITH ALL OF YOU TODAY, I AM TURNING MY LIFE IN ANOTHER DIRECTION. THAT IS NOT TO SAY THAT I AM LEAVING THE LIGHT OR CEASING TO WORK FOR THE WELL-BEING OF THE PLANET AND ALL OF US. BUT IT IS A PROTECTIVE DEVICE WHICH IS NECESSARY NOW FOR ME BECAUSE THERE IS TOO MUCH PAIN IN MY HEART.

MB

(Response)

FROM: Patrick H. Bellringer

TO: MB

DATE: Jan. 16, 2006

SUBJECT: Reply

Dear MB:

Thank you for your letter which I received through Pag Pawnt. I am saddened that you would walk away from your mission of holding positive energy for NESARA at this late state in the NESARA mission. Know that this is your last test, and should you choose the wrong road at this time, that is your last chance to remain on Earth Shan and participate in our coming Golden Age.

There are many like you who have become tired and discouraged and are losing hope of a new day coming any time soon. Everyone who returned to Earth Shan at this time is a high level spiritual being, who agreed to come and help with our planet's transition into fifth dimension. Many have not awakened to Truth and to and understanding of their mission, but those who have done so, have an even greater responsibility to stay the course.

We, as Lightworkers, have carried a heavy burden and have been sorely tested. Staying the course and holding positive energy is creating our Golden Age, and those, who do so, will gain great soul growth and great honor in our coming Kingdom of Heaven on Earth. I know that there is little tangible evidence of NESARA is 3D, and that it is by faith that we accept NESARA, but there are so many clues around us that the Darkside is falling, that we cannot help but know that the Light is winning.

Here are some of the clues I have gathered recently:

1. On Friday, December 23, 2005, G.W. Bush and Dick Cheney were placed under House Arrest by good U.S. Military and Star People, Bush in Crawford, Texas, and Cheney in his bunker in Jackson Hole, Wyoming. In spite of what you may see in the lying media, they still remain under House Arrest in these locations.

2. Between Christmas Day, December 25, 2005 and New Years Day, January 1, 2006, a Galactic Federation meeting was held with the leaders of 100 nations on Earth Shan. These leaders all agreed to assist in bringing peace to Earth Shan when the NESARA announcement is made, yet this month, by helping to contain the Dark U.S. Military present in their countries.

3. On Sunday, January 1, 2006, 12:05 a.m. EST the Board of Directors of the Federal Reserve Bank signed their authority over to the Treasury of the Republic of the united States of America. At the same time the U.S. federal debt was paid off to relieve the stress on other countries when the banking change is made to a gold system.

4. On Wednesday, January 11, 2006, the five top U.S. cabinet members were arrested for treason.

5. On Friday, January 13, 2006, fourteen bankers and fourteen politicians, including Tom Delay, were arrested for treason. There were also three suicides. Later that day some Dark U.S. Military tried and failed to free these prisoners. There is now blood on the White House carpet!

6. On Friday, January 13, 2006, NESARA was set to be announced, but due to the chaos in Washington, D.C. it has now been postponed until the last full week of January, 2006.

7. Based on the work of special prosecutor Patrick Fitzgerald and his Grand Jury, there are another 300 arrests yet to be made.

I encourage you, my dear sister, to not lost faith now. Hold on a bit longer! Awaken that flame of hope in your heart that gives you the courage to keep going. I say to you in all sincerity, that NESARA is here, and I fully believe that the official public announcement of NESARA shall be made in the United States of America before this month of January, 2006 is ended. That is only two weeks away.

Victory is so close! I can hear the bells of freedom already ringing, and I can see the joy on the faces of the people. Choose wisely, my friend, and complete this latest test of faith. You shall truly be glad that you did.

In Love and Light,

Patrick H. Bellringer

From: DF

To: Patrick Bellringer (E-mail)

Sent: Thursday, January 19, 2006 5:08 PM

Subject: REF: MB_"I cannot take it anymore"

Dear Patrick,

Your words of wisdom always provide great food for thought and the soul. My initial response to any of the comments I read on your site concerning the disappointment, turning away, loosing trust in NESARA being REAL only tells me that each and every one who feels this way does not TRUST in the I AM Presence and in Creator God. I have been holding the Light for NESARA's announcement since I learned of it in June of 2001 (from Dove). My knowingness of NESARA's reality has never faltered because of the hosts of heaven who are in full support of NESARA. St. Germaine has said that he will never give up, so why should I. He has been holding the light for the freedom this country and the rest of the world for a whole lot longer that any of us have been in this incarnation. When one of us Lightworkers who knows about NESARA gives up and turns away, that action is a statement of "I don't believe in the Hosts of Heaven any more".

The declaration of independence was signed in 1776, but it was not until 1783 (I think I have the date right) until the basic Constitution was agreed upon and signed.

The problem with loosing the faith in NESARA is what is the alternative? When one allows the shadow of darkness to steal their belief AND pursuit of a better government for this country and world wide, that one has joined in the "gloom and doomers" of this world. I for one can never allow myself to feel that defeated and hopeless. MB made the comment about "turning my life in another direction". IS this person not aware of the alternatives without NESARA type changes.

I know NESARA is REAL. My confirmation comes from my heart - the Living place of my I AM Presence.

the Marine Corp montra is appropriate "When the going gets tough, the tough gets going". We must stay the course at this hour before the GOLDEN DAWN.

Just wanted to share my thoughts. Your dedication never falters for you too know that quitting just is not an option.

With Love In the Light of God that Never Fails

DF

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