'HELLO, CENTRAL! ' WHY IS LIFE SUCH A STRUGGLE? (Updated March 6, 2010)
Patrick H. Bellringer
From: AM
Dear Patrick ;
following your message below, some questions came to my mind.
I strongly believe that you and Anne are highly enlightened persons.
I consider myself a person that has reached a rather good level of awareness and spiritual growth.
I have personal ( very few indeed ) friends that are more or less on the same path
.
Personally, I did all my best to change my life for the better materially and spiritually.
One common thing to all of us, is that we are all struggling to make our living and meet our budget every month.
I know that we made a soul contract before coming on Earth Shan but why enlightened people like you and Anne have to struggle like this?
Why me and my friends are in the same situation ?
Why don’t we get some help from our Angels and Guides ?
Couldn’t we help more people if we could have more financial possibilities instead of struggling for years to make our living ?
In love and Light.
AM
Da: Bellringer [mailto:bellringer@fourwinds10.com]
Inviato:
A: AM
Oggetto: THANK YOU!!
FROM: Anne and Patrick Bellringer
TO: AM
DATE: March 2, 2010
SUBJECT: THANK YOU!
Dear AM :
Thank you so much for your donation to our work at Fourwinds. It is sorely needed as we struggle to meet our budget every month.
We do not like to ask publicly for help, and the last time we did so was two years ago this spring. Some people think we are living high on donations, but they do not know the Truth. We have seven regular monthly donators, six of whom give 10 to 50 dollars each. To make our monthy expenses of 1300 dollars, the money comes from occasional donations by others and our Social Security.
Since Christmas we had to replace a computer, memory cards, and add a virus protection system. These costs are not included in the monthly operating expenses. We have back-up servers in several places in the U. S. and other countries, so the Adversary cannot take us "off-line", but we are under constant attack by hackers worldwide. The 500 dollars we pay our webmaster does not cover all the time he spends keeping Fourwinds operational.
May the Angels bless you for your generosity.
In Love and Light,
Anne and Patrick Bellringer
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(Response)
Dear Patrick ,
I thank you very much for your reply.
I fully share your explanations and I can tell you that I also felt that all the problems that I’ve experienced during the past years, were a way to strengthen my faith in God
and believe that I would get what I needed for my living, which always happened indeed.
And I also agree that this was a way to help people to whom I asked for help ( in particular my brother ), to understand compassion and understanding and I really hope that
this happened for him.
I can assure you that I’ve thrown away my fears long ago ( and got rid of almost all of them ), and decided to live with faith in God
knowing that I would always got what I needed for my living….. which always happened indeed.
But there comes a time when one is so tired, discouraged and frustrated after so many efforts, hopes, energies spent, money invested without no return, that sometimes you wonder
whether God, faith and believe is still worth and all this is nothing but a fairytale that will never come true.
But luckily, after a moment of discouragement, faith returns and I continue trying to learn and get even stronger for the days ahead.
Again Patrick many thanks for your message.
Take care you and Anne.
In Love and Light.
AM
#2 (Reply)
Over the years, time and again, I wondered the same thing myself. This mission was supposed to be over for me and the other Earthean Eagles in 1986. Yes, that is a long time!!! We expected top be long gone by now. And it has gotten fifty times harder to live here since then. And we thought it was hard then!!! Boy, was I wrong.
Through it all, I've seen the Lightworkers SHINE, no matter what hardship came their way. The tougher the challenge, the better they responded to each one! I have never seen such nobility from the so called royal people on this planet. Those in England are not the REAL nobility on the planet, NO!!! They stole it and killed off anyone who really was the Royalty here. Illuminati do that, you know. Atlanteans are the true nobility here, not those userpers in England.
Anyhow, back to the subject. This is schoolhouse earth Shan, and we are here to learn. Most lessons must challenge you, some will challenge you to the very limits. Every time we learn a hard one, that sets us up to go through something even harder. They don't lighten the load! You'd never learn anything if it was easy! Don't you know that? So if you are having really hard lessons, congratulate yourself!!! You are accomplishing what you came here to do. God will never ask you to go through anything that he doesn't already know you can absolutely do!!!
So pat yourself on the back!! It's graduation time, peoples!!! Time to put on the cap and gown, and walk down the isle! We have done it. Finals are over, and we can take a well earned breather!!! I plan on getting one of those cute T Shirts that tells everyone I SURVIVED!!! We passed every test!!!
Join me in the pool on board the ship, I'm going to have a party!!! Skinney dipping!!!
T