From: AM

To: bellringer@fourwinds10.com

Sent: Wednesday, February 17, 2010 5:41 AM

Subject: From AM

 

Hi Patrick. The further I go down the rabbit hole the more lost I find myself. I had been studying Religious Studies, Ancient History and have never accepted things without question, have always questioned and challenged the man-made customs, traditions where Religious and Political Institutions claim to be the gate-keepers of social order denying people freewill expression to experience WHO THEY REALLY ARE. At 55 years old, this has always been my perspective since I was at kindergarten at 3 years old, so its been a long and lonely journey trying to brush off who Society says is the one and only true GOD (that appears to only LOVE CONDITIONALLY). DOUBT is the incitement to research, and I have read about a thousand books from the Bhagavatam, URANTIA, 12th Planet, different Bibles of various religions, Ancient History, researching the NET, studied the Ascended Masters of the White Brotherhood material, so I have gone from one extreme to the other.

Was always told by more than one Medium/Clairvoyant that Archangel Michael is my first guide, and of course I began studying the Archangels for a few years, then studied the book URANTIA who spoke of CHRIST MICHAEL but wasn't sure if Archangel Michael and Christ Michael are the same person. I never did accept that YAHWEH/JEHOVAH were of the LIGHT at all, the BIBLE appeared to condone a lot of barbaric blood sacrifising...didn't resonate with me, so CHRIST MICHAEL, SANAT KUMARA, SANANDA KUMARA, MAHA CHOHAN of the Ascended Masters along with HARE KRISHNA, MAHA VISHNU, LORD BRAHMA and all their twinflames all sounded the Gods/Goddess I can call on...SO to hit a brick wall where many Websites, some claim that these Masters are of the LIGHT, yet some claim to the contrary these Masters are of the DARKSIDE. DOUBT is the incitement to research.

I hooked onto Candace Frieze's site, it first shocked me that Mother Shekhmet was of NIBIRU, as I always considered the ANNUNAKI & those from NIBIRU of the Luciferian Dark Forces...and to find out Mother Shekhmet and her twinflame were the authors of URANTIA, I began to question the claims on the Websites where some people claim CHRIST MICHAEL is a Grey Alien, if Mother Shekhmet is connected to this NIBIRU...

However, without jumping to conclusions Mother Shekhmet according to Candace says, she is the mother of YAHWEH/JEHOVAH and LILITH. She says YAHWEH married his twinflame sister LILITH, their son was LUCIFER and that it was YAHWEH who initiated the REBELLION against the FATHER/MOTHER GOD/GODDESS of MOTHER SHEKHMET/FATHER ALYCONE, and that NIBIRU was her mothership and that it was YAHWEH and all his PIRATES that overthrew Her and all the inhabitants, and that it was not the Inhabitants of NIBIRU per see that launched the rebellion attack.

SHE claims being the GREAT CENTRAL SUN, and that NIBIRU was in the ANTIMATTER Universe when YAHWEH hiijacked this planet. Says our Superuniverse ORVONTON is the only one of the seven that is MATTER, but then implies that it is only NEBADON that is MATTER, and SHE says it was the fall of YAHWEH that caused the lowering of this vibration from the 12th Dimension the fall from ANTIMATTER to MATTER...now we have dropped to the 3rd Dimension...so how do we get ourselvesback to the 12th Dimension is what I am searching to find out?

I am confused with that version because the book URANTIA says Christ Michael created the Andronover Nebula and out of the Andronover Nebula I assume our Local Universe Nebadon came from. SO there is a conflict between was it Christ Michael who created NEBADON or was it YAHWEH's lowered negative vibration against his parents that densified from ANTIMATTER to MATTER?

I am trying to find the truth as I want to follow the LIGHT FORCES.

 

I had only found out about Ashtar Command on a SPACECRAFT since 2004. Prior to this I was never interested in SPACESHIPS, I never conceptualised Zecharia Sitchin's stuff about the SPACESHIPS were associated to the Ascended MAsters. I had never heard of HATTON or ATON, so since 2004 to find out he is God so I search for proof. The site says, "I am Gyeorgos Ceres Hatonn. I am also Creator God Aton...I am not Christ Michael." The site says Commander Hatonn is one of the Galactic Commanders of the Ashtar Command. BUT some say Hatonn is of the DARK FORCES...

 

So its very confusing if there are so many conflicting versions...

 

What information do you have that can help us find the truths? I would appreciate help.

 

Love, Light, Peace on Shan

AM

 

(Response)

 

FROM:  Patrick H. Bellringer

     TO:  AM

DATE:  Feb. 18, 2010

SUBJECT:  Reply

 

Dear AM:

 

    Thank you for your letter.  Truly, you have been through the Valley of Man's Foolishness and Lies from The Urantia Book back to historical infinity.  Many choose that route to Truth, but the sad part is that most never find it.

 

    Why?  Because Truth is simple and in plain sight.  I cannot tell you what to believe but only direct you to the Truth.  Some Truth is hidden in every religion, philosophy and theology, and even in the daily newspaper, but it remains hidden except to those, who are serious Truthseekers.  Those, who will read the Phoenix Journals with an open heart and mind, shall find the Truth.  That is the purpose of the journals.  These journals were given to us by Creator God in these "Last Days" to set the record straight one last time.

 

    I suggest that you begin by reading Phoenix Journals #2, 3, 5, 7 and 47, and in that order.  I, too, have made the journey through the Valley of Man's Foolishness and Lies and can attest to the Truth of the Phoenix Journals.

 

    May you find the Truth you seek.

 

                            In Love and Light,

                            Patrick H. Bellringer

                                     bellringer@fourwinds10.com

                                     www.fourwinds10.com

 

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----- Original Message -----

From: DF

To: bellringer@fourwinds10.com

Sent: Thursday, February 18, 2010 4:41 PM

Subject: 'HELLO, CENTRAL!' THE VALLEY OF MAN'S FOOLISHNESS AND LIES - response to AM

 

Response to AM

Dear AM,

My journey too has run the “valley of man’s foolishness and lies”.  I love that line, it rings of truth.  Truth is all that we are here on earth to discover.  I have frustrated many, with my “it doesn’t matter” statement when all of this name dropping of “who’s who in the spiritual hierarchy” is going on.  From the very beginning my INNER guidance told me anything that Candace Frieze writes is full of her egotistical Bull S#!+.  Even if anything she has to say has any truth to it, it is completely lost in her EGO BS. One little Tip – each time information comes to me to read I ask through my I AM Presence FIRST, if this information serves me to my Highest and Best and supports my Accession progress. Simple, if yes I read it, If no, I do not waste my time.

 

I to was a child that questioned the religions.  When I was 17 or 18 years old, I was promptly told by the minister (preacher) in my church that the way I was acting, I would be going straight to hell.  My comment back to him, was that “the one good thing about going to hell is that I will know a lot of people, including you.” Needless to say, I was not welcome at that church any more.  I digress.

 

As Patrick stated, read the Phoenix Journals. Ask from within yourself, the I AM Self, your God Self, what is Truth.  It is impossible for inner God Self to mislead you.  The half a dozen journals that I have read were not necessarily what I was use to hearing, wasn’t even in some cases what I wanted to hear, but I knew it was Truth.  That is the greatness of the LIGHT that serves this Earth.  It presents the TRUTH and we each have the Free Will (for better or worse) to incorporate what we have learned. 

 

Beloved Sananda summed it up to me one day when I was being overwhelmed with all of the name dropping,  “I don’t care if they call me Bob, just call upon me and I will be there”.  I have not forgotten that statement and how truly “Loved” it made me feel.  Those in Spirit that are “here’ to assist us, not interfere with our free will, but assist, reminds us that we always must ask for that assistance.  KISS – Keep It Simple Souls

 

In the LIGHT of Self-Governance through the I AM That I AM “We the People” create our new government.

 

To Finding and Living Truth in all that we are,

DF