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'HELLO, CENTRAL!' 'I AM REALLY TIRED! (Updated Feb. 26, 2009)

Patrick H. Bellringer

From: AN

To: Patrick Bellringer ;

Sent: Wednesday, February 25, 2009 12:49 PM

Subject: - getting tired

Patrick, greetings.

I am writing you because I really don't have anyone else that might understand. Hope this makes some sense to you.

I find myself growing very tired of this current reality. I feel like I want to go back home. This is conflicting for me because I rationalize that I wouldn't be here if this wasn't the right place to be. I believe we are here to create our own Heaven on Earth, and to live in a Heavenly manner by following the Laws of God and Creation.

Like many other people I have worked hard all my life. I am facing the loss of my job due to the economy. As an older employee making a good salary I am more likely to be "laid off" than others.

I see my saving being sucked away from me due to the corrupt banks, I see the value of my house going down, I see fear in people.

I have asked my higher self if my work on Earth is done. Have I fulfilled my contract with GOD? Have I learned all I wanted to learn.

I want to step off of the wheel of reincarnation and step onto the wheel of evolution.

I have asked Creator God Aton to fill me with love, courage and wisdom so that I may continue on.

Maybe all of this is a sign that the end is near.

Patrick, thanks for listening. Maybe by sharing this with you I have released the energy to help others who feel the same way understand they are not alone in their feelings.

Namaste,

(Response)

FROM: Patrick H. Bellringer

TO: AN

DATE: Feb. 25, 2009

SUBJECT: Reply

Dear AN:

What is happening to you is what many Lightworkers are experiencing. According to their contract with Creator God Aton, the Darkside was to have returned to the Light on the Harmonic Convergence of August 17, 1987. Had that happened, we would have been able to bring much balance and harmony on Earth Shan by now. Instead we have stood against the Darkness for nearly twenty-two years in over-time.

With time being speeded up we have already passed 2012 in December, 2006. Therefore, we have gone another two plus years in double over-time, still holding back the Darkside from destroying this planet and her people. We have gone beyond our contract with Creator God and far beyond what was expected from any of us in this present lifestream.

Is it any wonder that we are exhausted and want to return to our homes in the Stars? We have learned our agreed upon lessons in soul growth. We have completed our missions, and it is time to end this holodeck experience in 3D. Yet, we are called upon by Heaven to continue to hold the Light, for as long as it takes. Why? We are to continue to hold the Light of Truth for as long as it is necessary on Earth Shan, because that is what we agreed to do.

No one could know the ending of this holodeck experience, because of freewill. The choices of the Darkside could not have been predicted accurately in this lifestream for us to know in advance the length of our term of service. That is why the best of the best were chosen to be the Returned Masters for this final trip in 3D to Earth Shan.

We knew our job would be tough, but without knowing all the parameters, we said we could do it. So, we chose to be here for the long haul! There is a secret to surviving this mission and completing our tasks in triumph. That secret is that every one of us through our God Spirit within is connected to the creative power of Creator Source. We have all the help of Heaven to maintain our physical bodies and our emotional and spiritual balance, if we but ask. That, too, is part of our lessons.

Some Lightworkers have dropped out of this mission by choice, for we are free to choose, when we shall leave our post. Many, as you, are struggling to maintain equilibrium. Remember, the four great virtues are necessary to carry you through to victory. They are Courage, Wisdom, Fortitude and Generosity. With the help of our Angel Guides we can do it.

Our task is to prove we can live the Laws of God and the Creation to the best of our ability to be worthy to move into 5D. In living these Laws we will learn to love and to be of service to our fellow travelers and to share the Light of Truth with them.

Yes, the signs are everywhere that the end of this civilization is near. Earth Shan is very restless and anxious to dump the evil and move into her serious cleansing mode. We are to continue on until the evacuation ships arrive. We can do it! You can do it. You have all the resources of Heaven. The choice is always yours. Walk with me, my friend, in hope, in peace, and in joy to the very end. Victory shall be ours! Just know that there are always more lessons to be learned.

In Love and Light,

Patrick H. Bellringer

bellringer@fourwinds10.com

www.fourwinds10.com

1. (Reply)

----- Original Message -----

From: NK

To: <bellringer@fourwinds10.com>

Sent: Thursday, February 26, 2009 11:54 AM

Subject: Siterun Contact Request from Fourwinds10

Message:

I so too have worked and loved,to the best of my ability and in looking back, feel a clear conscience and am pleased with how I have chosen to live, from the time I was a teenager.> We all have a story.We have all gone through a lot.I have done a lot in my life and am pleased with my choices along the way. In saying that to a friend recently, over a game of pool, he said he couldn\'t say that for himself.He said he was lucky he had made it past his teen years and not have killed himself.

Even though I was raised in a fundamental christian home(my dad being a lay-pastor)and marrying a preacher\'s daughter,didn\'t keep our marriage together.We have a lot of pain in our family.My 2 daughter being 37+40 with families of their own,I am not allowed to see my oldest daughters kids and have not talked to my oldest daughter for 5 years(6 kids later,the oldest being 13)because,SHE SAYS,\"I HAVE GIVEN UP ON CHRIST\".Also,5 years ago,10:30 at night,when she came home she yelled at me because I had just stopped working on her floor,had a shower,and sat down with a beer.In front of the kids,yelled,\"Here you are,sitting on your ass with a beer in front of the television when you could have been working till midnight.This does not make for a good relationship with your grand kids either,and we had always had a lot of fun together up to that point.

SO--In regards to A N\'s letter about,him being tired,I say,\"CHEERS--BUDDY\".LIFE AIN\'T NECESSARILY EASY,but,\"WE CAN ALL MAKE IT GOOD\".

I DON\'T HAVE TO ANSWER FOR MY 40 YEAR OLD DAUGHTER\'S DECISIONS,but,I CAN--TRULY CHOOSE TO LOVE HER and ALL OTHERS EVEN IF I DON\'T LIKE WHAT THEY ARE DOING OR SAYING.

MY LIFE IS GOOD AND I CHOOSE TO LIVE IN JOY. I AM RESPONSIBLE TO DO SO.

THANKS SO MUCH,PATRICK AND ANN FOR YOUR SITE.

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