'Hello, Central! I Am Sick and Tired of the Lies. Have I Done Any Good? )Updated Nov. 20, 2008)
Patrick H. Bellringer
Dear Patrick and Anne,
I read as many articles as I can, almost everyday, from your website.
Thank you.
The one problem I have with so many posters, is the same one I have with the govt; placing ALL the blame on us. Granted,no matter how much we\'ve done, or tried to do, we should have done more; but is anyone blameless? Those that find it necessary to pontificate about our ignorance, etc., where have they been all our lives? I know I\'m not the sharpest pencil in the box,but considering I was all alone with no slingshot or rock,and to top it off...a (singular) woman,I did all I knew how to do at the time.I have been a whistle-blower more than once,I try to educate those that will listen, on revelent issues, or at least try to get them to think out the issues from a non-partisan position, I vote, write letters, make phone calls,etc. And keep trying to learn more by reading as much as I can from websites such as yours. Has it done any good? Look around you.I have been trying, since the 60\'s to get people to think, and to pay attention. Now, I am tired, resentful, and angry.I could expound on some of the things I experienced in all these years,but of what use is it to the current crisis? I learned a long time ago that government couldn\'t be trusted,that the IRS wasn\'t a government agency, etc.If you want to know how good the word and promises of the government are,ask an American Indian. I am just sick and tired of being lied to.We have all been brain-washed all our lives.Think about that statement then consider where prejudice and hate came from. I\'m really sorry for unloading and venting some of my feelings to you, Patrick and Anne,but sometimes I feel like Mt Vesuvious is inside me and I\'ve no place to go with it.I hope you understand and will remember me in your prayers.
With Love and Blessings,
D
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From: RW
To: <bellringer@fourwinds10.com>
Sent: Sunday, November 16, 2008 6:45 PM
Subject: Siterun Contact Request from Fourwinds10
Message:
Dear Patrick,
I can never say enough how gracious we are for your work. I\'d like to share something I\'ve been pondering recently.
This letter was originally intended to be a plea for your assistance, as how many of my letters to you have been, but it began to manifest into something greater because I was thinking as I wrote. This is how I began to describe my current situation:
"...I feel I have come so far, climbing this wall, finding my Self, and that there is something I am missing in order to make it to the top. To extend the analogy, I will say that I\'ve had many "pushes" and "shoves" as I climb this wall, making this journey, because such a task requires assistance. But there comes a point when you start thinking that this is pretty tough, and the farther you go the tougher it gets, until you reach the spot nearest to the top, when the forces that were working against you the whole time are at their strongest, (like gravity at the top of a wall)"
And that is when I realized, this is exactly what Humanity's situation is, and I am at this point on my journey because I am One with ALL THAT IS, as is Humanity. What I experience within is what every One experiences as a Whole.
We've been climbing this wall for a long time now, receiving our due kicks and nudges, and now we\'re at the breach-point, the summing-up of all our efforts, what our allies have prepared us for all this time, the near top, and the only way we will see ourselves up there is to PUT ALL OUR ENERGY IN TO THAT CAUSE, USE ALL THE STRENGTH WE HAVE, but without any such "help" like we're used to. To truly get to know our Self is to truly help our Self. We shall keep in the back of our mind the things done for us out of Love during this last effort, so that we may receive even more strength, but if one ponders the act of loving assistance, they will find that the true intention was for thee to seek-out the end goal \"alone\", in order to fully grasp the overall lesson.
To those who are in similar circumstance:
DO NOT GIVE UP; THERE IS TOO MUCH BENEATH YOU YOU WOULDN\'T WANT TO EXPERIENCE AGAIN. THE TASK SEEMS IT\'S TOUGHEST RIGHT NOW, BUT IS IT TOUGHER THAN REPEATING IT ALL OVER AGAIN?
Don't stop climbing.
Don't stop believing, in your Self or others.
"We are all in this together", in the truest sense.
I AM THAT I AM
Love,
RW
TO: RW
DATE: Nov. 16, 2008
SUBJECT: Reply
Dear RW:
Thank you for your wise words of encouragement to all Truthseekers and Lightworkers.
"Do Not Give Up!"
"Don't stop climbing."
"Don't stop believing in yourself or others".
"We are all in this together in the truest sense."
We have reached to top of the mountain with vertical cliffs obstructing our pathway, but we do have Divine assistance, if we but ask. The rope, the harness, the cleats, the pinions and hammer are all there. We need only to pick up the equipment we need and keep climbing! With Divine help and protection our success is guaranteed.
So, keep climbing!
In Love and Light,
Patrick H. Bellringer
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