Dearest Patrick and Anne,

When I was 18 (39 now) I grew up in a violent household and luckily filled with the same intensity of love. I hated my older brother at the time and I certainly didn\'t want him to ever be smarter than me so after noticing him reading books consistently, I took the TV that I saved for and bought and put it in the closet and never took it out. That was 21 yrs ago.

Since then I have pretty much educated myself on the subjects of life I was interested in and gave myself the life I wanted for me. I was always curious about the world we lived in and knew from a very very early age that something wasn\'t right but of course I was able to be aware of that only until the last few years.

Since the early \'90\'s I started reading books on conspiracies (None Dare Call it Treason was my first book. I had to go to a library to get it) and as usual water rises to its own level and little by little I met a couple of people over the years that introduced me to spirit beyond religion (I was baptized, catholic, alter boy and literally at the age of 18 consciously braved the thought of \'not believing\' and abandonment of \"God\" because I knew that paradigm did not serve me). I was exposed to sincere full and part body channels that exuded a love beyond words, so much so that an overwhelming state of tears and love would rise in me. It was an eye opener for me and a start of an adventure really, an adventure in the mind and soul.

I must say that with your website and the ferocity at which the information is coming down the pike has greatly enabled me to see a more clearer picture of the lies, corruption, abuse and terribly sad yet beautiful plight of the Homo Sapien Sapien.

I have taken in so much information over the years that I can\'t help but spread it around as much as possible. I am truly amazed everyday at how so many people have no clue about the world they live in and I don\'t mean knowing your job well, knowing how to \'make\' it in this world, understanding principles of right living, etc. I mean what we are about and that we should do no less than demand from the universe and ourselves the truth of existence and what we REALLY ARE.

Some days I feel hopeful that we will get it together and start taking responsibility and others I feel humanity is doomed to an eternity of enslavement. But through it all I must say I am not afraid of what comes and the heavens know my intent and deep willingness and need for real truth.

I thank you guys for disseminating this information and allow people to do as they will at their own sake.

I know in the fiber of my being that existence is way more magical and absolute than the silly games we play here on 3d Earth Shan.

Thank you for allowing me to grow that much more. I feel the simple exposure to truth is an elixir and heinous as truth can be in this world. I tend to think when people say, \"I don\'t wanna know because it scares me\" is the work of the devil. I would think that any highly evolved being is aware of all the heinousness that happens in 3D.

Regards,

PB