Dec. 19, 2016

PHOENIX JOURNAL -229

CHAPTER 9

 

REC #1    HATONN

TUE., FEB. 24, 1998     7:48 A.M.     YR. 11, DAY 192

TUE., FEB. 24. 1998

 

LIFE AND DEATH AND DYING

We all hope and pray that in all things our prayers can be an­swered, and if we are "safe" we have to understand that we al­ways pray "thy will be done" and be ready to accept the out­come.

YOU can pray for another--but that other controls that which is dependent upon itself.

Often, when self liquidation is at point, the energy will "change its mind" and when allowed a second chance, will study the cir­cumstances and may or may NOT choose to return to expression as status quo. Further, in an instance of coma--the person HEARS but does not want, for whatever reason, to return, or will change his/her mind if damage is insufficient to cause on­going permanent damage to brain function.

So, we who pray can't do very much except search selves and others around the person to see if circumstances can be changed and desire for further coalition, etc., are present so that changes can be met to cause the "other" to WANT TO RETURN.

REMEMBER SOMETHING VERY, VERY IMPORTANT: NO ONE KNOWS THE REASONS NOR THE CONTRACT OF ANOTHER! AND REMEMBER SOMETHING ELSE THAT IS EVEN MORE IMPORTANT: MOST OF THE TIME THERE IS DISTRESS, DARK DEPRESSION, AND A TRIP DOWN THE HOPELESSNESS TRAIL IF A DEATH BE PERPETRATED EITHER BY SELF OR BY ANOTHER. THERE ARE MANY WAYS TO MURDER SELF AND EVEN MORE WAYS FOR ANOTHER TO MURDER. HOWEVER, "DEATH" ITSELF IS A PERSONAL TRANS­LATION. AND I MUST REMIND YOU THAT ONCE DE­PARTED FROM THE PAIN AND CONSCIOUSNESS OF FACING WHATEVER MIGHT BE ISOLATED AS "THE PROBLEM", THE SOFT LOVE AND APPROVAL IN AB­SOLUTE ACCEPTANCE WITHOUT JUDGMENT, EITHER OF SELF OR FROM ANOTHER, IS A JOY BEYOND ALL THINGS HUMAN IN EXPERIENCE. SO, THERE HAS TO BE A SUBSTANTIAL REASON FOR MAKING A RETURN TO CONSCIOUSNESS FROM THAT BEAUTIFUL STATE OF "BEING" TO CAUSE A MIND TO WANT TO RETURN ABOVE THE DESIRE TO STAY WHERE EVERYTHING IS WONDROUSLY "LIGHT" AND ACCEPTANCE.

Coma, by whatever cause, is a tremendous gift to a human in transition, for the experiences, even if forgotten in the conscious moment--are KNOWN and the decisions can be balanced care­fully and without promises or conditions--but rather, exactly as are.

Never is a decision to leave the world of physical expression an easy choice for the circumstances are never "good" when and if a person, especially of young age and experience, chooses to leave. Coma comes as a between-existence opportunity to study both sides of the drama.

Any time a person is unhappy or does not find joy at all in an expression of physical "living", they leave the opportunity, not necessarily of evil, but not of LIFE energies taking the larger control over the personality (as in individual, sovereign, unique) of the experiencing entity.

In the state of "coma" the individual KNOWS what is there on the "other side" and it is not too great if choices were wrong in the perception of living and learning. However, most who come back, come back to the SAME or worse conditions than when the person left.

There are thousands of people who came back only to find their plight worse for the next thing that happened is that those who promised change DO NOT PRESENT CHANGE. The body, brain and mind have to live, usually, with more compromise than prior to the incident producing the coma.

These are the most difficult confrontations of those "left behind" during or after the choice is made by the individual experienc­ing. It is not a clone circumstance for even

We want to always believe, in a choice circumstance, that there are terrible things at play to cause a person to wish to be some­where else. We want them, especially our own loves, to want to be with "us" rather than leave us. But what do you do to feed the emptiness within that being to allow for desire to be in the company of humans rather than spirits, even of the confused level of the astral realms?

So, as I am asked to comment on "death" and especially of death wherein coma is a transition phase, I can only report that the choices are of the individual. BUT, THE INDIVIDUAL WILL BASE A CHOICE ON WHAT IS BEING "SOLD" TO THE TRANSITIONING PARTY. Therefore, be careful what you promise, what you do, what you SAY, and what happens. In a hospital setting the next thing that always comes to mind is, sue the doctor, the hospital, or the causing party. And remem­ber something very important: a mind will use any opportunity to "cut out" of a trying situation--be it a toenail ingrown pre­senting anesthesia needs to intentional suicide. Suicide, how­ever, can be evaluated by WHAT METHOD of doing the deed is employed. ESCAPE IS ALWAYS THE PRESENT BASIS FOR THE WISH.

However, to be called back to live as a turnip with all the terrors of physical incapacity is NOT a good thing, and when this hap­pens, you must consider the lessons intended for "others".

The only thing others can do under any circumstances is ACCEPT, find PEACE WITHIN SELF, and ALLOW--allow that one to work out his/her circumstances WITH GOD and RE­LEASE the shackles.

You who ask my input and then refuse to do what I tell you must be done, timely, err only in that you continue your feelings of helplessness and hopelessness and will usually go downhill in your own experience. Therefore, I don't consider that you re­ally wanted to know other than that which you WANT TO HEAR. You WANT to hear, as individuals, that which makes you feel fine about self and "look how hard I tried". NO, you didn't do anything other than "try" and that indicates intended failure. YOU cannot determine the choices of ANOTHER and you cannot LIVE FOR ANOTHER.

So, be the person sick from any disease process or any violence upon the body, YOU CANNOT MAKE THE DECISIONS FOR THAT OTHER. If the troubled party weighs in the balance, a return or a "remain over there" and decides to stay away, then the growth level of the being is not sufficient to confront the possibilities of that which is human experience.

EITHER WAY, CAN YOU SEE, IT IS FINE? THE GREAT­EST GIFT YOU CAN GIVE THAT "LIMBO" BEING IS TO, FOR GOODNESS SAKES, LET GO. IN YOUR PRAYERS FOR "SAVING" THAT PERSON YOU ARE ACTUALLY, AND EVERY TIME, PRAYING FOR SELF AND TRYING TO OVERRIDE THE CHOICE OF THE INCIDENTAL "OTHER".

As more and more people pass through the experiences of dis­ease and chemical incapacity, there will be more and more choices which confront you as individuals. And when you tell that "other" that somehow "my life will be ruined without you", you dump a terrible burden on that "other's" soul. Don't do that. There is enough sorrow and hurt in the world for everyone to have more than their share--and enough goodness and inner strength to find peace in the very midst of grief.

PLEASE LEAVE SOMETHING WORTH THE SOUL COMING BACK TO MAKE AMENDS AND VISIT YOU FORTHE GUIDES OF OVER THERE" ARE THE "DEPARTED FROM HERE". YOU CAN NEVER GO BACK TO WHAT HAS BEEN FOR EACH NEW THING IS A NEW EXPERI­ENCE AND CAN NEVER DUPLICATE THAT WHICH WAS--EVER AGAIN. Experiences can be ever greater or lesser, but never can you go back and "if" a thing to death. You have only what is RIGHT NOW and with that you must deal.

One of the worst things a person can do is "fail" to keep a promise for it takes long waiting to be able for that jilted soul to recover confidence and trust--especially if the person was al­ready suffering from feelings of isolation and infidelity (not of sex, understand, but of responsible caretakers).

I have gone a long way to express a response to the many ques­tions flowing from my own family regarding sickness, transi­tions, self fulfillment and thus and so, but it is so important to the quality and status of living for you to FACE squarely cir­cumstances and KNOW that it is ONLY SELF YOU CAN CHANGE. AND YOU GO ON! GRIEF OVER THE DYING, THE DEAD, OR THE LIVING IS NECESSARY--BUT GO­ING ON IS THAT WHICH MAKES OR BREAKS AN INDI­VIDUAL. WRONG CHOICES (I DID NOT SAY "BAD") ARE CONSTANTLY MADE AND EXPERIENCES AL­TERED AND DISAPPOINTMENTS FLOW AS WE ACCEPT THEM. STRENGTH COMES FROM THE GOING THROUGH AND CONFRONTING WHAT "IS" WHILE MOVING OUTSIDE THE "IF ONLY".

 

LET GO AND LET GOD!

Within your own local circles (wherever you are) there is the constant ebb and flow of life experiences passing. Some will have to confront illness, cancers, suicides, murders, terrors, and these things are of living beings in a world gone insane. Sanity is a very elusive thing at best but you CAN confront these THINGS of life and the TESTING is, after all, FOR YOU IN EVERY INSTANCE--the "other" has a whole different set of testing assignments. YOU are going to need the ability to con­front and move on, lest we never get our own mission accomplished. Perhaps "one" can get it done, but it is not right nor fair--for ONE to have to do it--for after all, YOU VOLUN­TEERED TO ASSIST UNDER WHATEVER CIRCUM­STANCES GOD MIGHT LAY FORTH FOR YOU AND YOU OF SELF WILL LAY FORTH FOR YOUR OWN GROWTH. TO COP-OUT BRINGS THE MOST MISERABLE AND PAINFUL FEELINGS OF LOSS AND DESPERATION OF ALL. IT IS "THEN" THAT YOU HAVE GIVEN AWAY YOUR SOUL TO THE DARK SIDE WITHOUT MUCH HOPE OF RETRIEVING IT. FOR WHEN YOU PULL AWAY FROM GOD AND JOIN THE DARK BROTHERS IN THEIR DASTARDLY DEEDS TO HURT ANOTHER--YOU HAVE REALLY DONE A NUMBER ON YOURSELF.

I would speak of one more thing which is often present in ob­serving lives. If a person is drinking heavily, into drugs for whatever reason or kind, know that they are escaping from SOMETHING and/or trying to gather courage enough to make that dreaded date with transition. Only you can know and rec­ognize THEIR VISIBLE NEEDS. It is that when a child has grown to accountability--YOU HAVE NO SAY! Until then, you have responsibility for those children and their little grow­ing minds. Most problems, unfortunately, are set in concrete long before that child grows to that point of adventure for self. But, can you go back and correct that which is already poured in cement? No, you can, at best, perhaps alter "incorrect" percep­tions--but usually the perceptions are "right on".

Therefore, for you parents with children of young years--BE CAREFUL, FOR YOU ARE PRODUCING THAT WHICH WILL BRING YOU JOY OR TOTAL DEVASTATION IN YOUR OWN UPCOMING YEARS BEFORE YOU.

How can YOU scream at your children and expect them to not scream at their own? How can you have immorality in order to somehow chase fantasies for self and then expect the children to have good moral foundations? They won't, and you won't be very joyful as you watch THEM deteriorate before your eyes.

You, I remind you, are PEOPLE OF THE LIE(s). You are taught from your vidiot games that somehow things such as sex­ual pleasure are the end of ends. And, you are correct: the END of all peace and joy in your relationship with your most significant "other". This is abusing USE of another in a most deceitful way to fill empty holes within self. Sex is the most useful tool of the physical DARK SIDE--look at Billy Zipper! If you can't make what you have, work, fine--move on but do not base that relationship on things of unworthy and unrealistic fan­tasies.

You come along and think sex is the most gratifying and "far out" way to feel "good about self". Yes, that is what I said, SELF. It is not. It may seem exhilarating in the activity and then it becomes the most debilitating one thing that you can ex­perience. Sex CAN BE an expression of love--but IT RARELY IS. And then, if you produce a life from that union--it may very well mean MURDER of the child, and certainly of the MOTHER who must then live with bad choices and weak mind­set. Sexuality is most often a PLOY of the dark intents of SELF in selfishness. Or, it is sometimes used to REPAY a kindness, like a movie or dinner.

Remember the Protocols: destroy family values and family structure; pull down morality--and control is gained. A preg­nancy, an abortion, a disease, or simply misuse of these things of LIFE, are the most destructive things you can teach your children or experience for self--for entrapment is the end feel­ing.

Why do I speak of these things when I was simply asked to speak a minute on death and dying? Because until YOU learn HOW TO LIVE, you have no LIFE! And parents: ONCE THOSE BABIES ARE HERE YOU HAD BETTER CHANGE YOUR ATTITUDES AND TAKE RESPONSIBILITY AND STOP TRYING TO ESCAPE LIVING TO CONTINUE YOUR IMMATURE JOURNEY FOCUSED ON SELF. What have YOU done totally selfish today? Last night? This morning? Either YOU learn and grow--or forget trying to get on with someone else who falls into your sickness. It is rare that two people have the SAME IDENTICAL SICKNESS, so immunity does not come from the disease process. BOTH HAVE TO GROW UP, AND GROW UP IN MORALITY, OR FOREVER TRY TO RUN AND HIDE--WHEN YOU CAN'T DO EITHER ONE. GET OFF YOUR SELF PITY AND GET ON WITH THINKING AND PRAYING FOR OTHERS. THEIR SUCCESS WILL DUMP THE GOOD THINGS RIGHT BACK ON SELF.

 

LOVE IS GIVING--ALWAYS, GIVING

If you marry, say, and "want" rather than "to give", you err, for living will not improve--it will destroy. Love certainly is not using physical demands--OF ANY KIND. I repeat: LOVE IS GIVING. And furthermore, if you didn't have those "giving" feelings before the relationship--what ever in the world would cause you to think they are going to magically appear after you get to know the bad habits of the OTHER? AND, LADIES, MEN KNOW HOW TO COURT--THEY DO NOT KNOW HOW TO BE HUSBANDS. AND, MEN, WOMEN CAN ONLY LIVE IN SECURITY WHEN THEY ARE "COURTED" AND NOT IN A TYPICAL MARRIAGE. NOW, MEN ARE NOT FROM MARS AND WOMEN ARE NOT FROM VENUS. YOU BOTH ARE FROM EARTH HUMAN EXPRESSION--SO GET IT STRAIGHT AND BE GRACIOUS, GENTLE, THOUGHTFUL, AND EXPRESS APPRECIATION FOR ONE ANOTHER--NO MATTER HOW ALIEN IT FEELS. YOU MIGHT ACTUALLY FIND WHAT YOU THOUGHT YOU HAD IN THE FIRST PLACE.

But, if your relationship has to have boosters of alcohol or mind-altering drugs--GET THEE OUT--and get thee out IMMEDI­ATELY. LOVE IS ITS OWN FOUNDATION OF WHICH THERE IS NOTHING SURPASSING OF IT. AND TO SAY "I CANNOT CHANGE" IS A SICK EXCUSE FOR DOING NOTHING--LIFE IS CHANGE. THERE IS NOTHING SO SURE IN LIFE, EVEN MORE THAN DEATH AND TAXES, THAN CHANGE. AND, AN OLD DOG SHOULD BE FAR MORE ABLE TO LEARN NEW TRICKS THAN THE PUP. SOSTOP YOUR EXCUSES AND STOP YOUR COP-OUTS AND GET ON WITH CHANGING YOUR UNDERPANTS LEST YOU GET CAUGHT WITH HOLES IN THEM.

Never do people commit suicide REALLY for "themselves"; they are committing that which will dump on somebody else they feel has slighted them somehow. It may be a genuine intent that leads to such actions, but it is because they either don't measure up to someone ELSE or to themselves--and mostly it is BOTH. I have told you before that suicide is every kind of death--TO ME. And further, it is not your business unless it be your chiEARTH1d. By child, I mean the helpless non-grown beings--NOT THE "CHILDISH".

At what you call "death" passage, there is so little difference in the actual learning and knowing stance that people "die" con­stantly and don't even know they are dead. They are destined to wander and drift in their searching if they do not have roots and foundation of understandings. When the drifting souls become the predominant factor in the astral plane you have darkness de­scending on Earth--exactly as you have today. You have no no­tion of God or goodness except as some old idea/ideal which no longer

If a person is an addict, or otherwise, and overdoses which pro­duces "death", you don't have DEATH, you have a soul still in a state of total confusion and no ability to consciously work out any choices. These are the HELLS of perception, and brim­stone is simply an added attraction of Satan to make you really sorry for your indiscretions.

WHEN YOU STOP BEING SELFISH, AND START BEING SELF-LESS, YOU MAY HAVE JUST WON THE AWARD OF SEMI-BALANCE. AND, IF YOU ARE LOVED IN SPITE OF YOUR NASTY SELFISH FITS OF TANTRUMS OR "YOU DONE ME WRONG" SYNDROMES--HOW MUCH MORE FORTUNATE COULD YOU EVER BE, MY CHILDREN? BUT, IF YOU MISUSED SOMEONE TO FILL YOUR EMPTY CAUSES IN THE UPSTART--YOU DE­SERVE THAT COLD-SHOULDER YOU ARE PROBABLY EXPERIENCING.

You do NOT need to practice artificial stuff out of orbiting planets and concepts of some psychologist or guru. You only need to practice the things which make YOU feel good if an­other offers them unto you. A kind word is far more valuable than a raise in the midst of being told how terrible you are. In YOUR NEW PERCEPTION of love--it is far better to LIKE someone and stop misusing the word "love". YOU HAD BET­TER START, LIKE INSTANTLY, re-laying that foundation which attracted you in the first place--and I don't mean the screwing around. In other words, GROW UP AND GET A LIFE.

I don't need to be nagged by you about your problems--I KNOW YOUR PROBLEMS so I must wait for you to recognize and assist in the problems of others connected to or around you. Then I must see what is YOUR INTENT regarding the other 7 billion brethren of yours on the globe. Is YOUR problem more important than the poorest child in Iraq? NO--usually you "have no problem"--the starving child in Iraq DOES. It is your free­will to be unbalanced, inharmonious and selfish--the child in Iraq is caught in your results of selfishness. And no, "just be­ing" is NOT ENOUGH. That attitude is about the worst one state of existence you can find--for your "just being", unless you are in a cave on the highest mountain outside civilization, falls onto SOMEBODY ELSE. And if a relationship is so dead as to "just be", then you both are pretty dead--between the ears, not the legs.

Blunt and crass am I? Surely, if you think so. It is time you people KNOW that life and death are the same thing--A BE­GINNING, NOT AN END. Further, EITHER BEGINS IN THE MOMENT--NOW! YOU CAN EITHER LIVE OR DIE--YOUR CHOICE--BUT LIVING IS WHAT YOU ARE GOING TO DO, EITHER WAY. YOU EITHER HAVE AND ARE A HUMAN-VIABLE BEING OR A SOUL-VIABLE ENTITY, AND THE CROSSOVER IS ONLY ONE HEARTBEAT AND ONE BREATH AWAY.

And to you readers "out there" who think that to be in proximity somehow with this work makes GOD at your disposal and everyone is clearly Godly in perceptions--FORGET IT. In this little circle there are PAINFUL expressions taking place in ev­ery being, every experience. It actually takes a stronger person to live in My Light than any other place on Earth for your hid­ing is so much the less in ability. Anyone "dropping out" here means a doubling up of someone else's load and the human spirit cannot long survive in such a garbage dump.

People come here, are drawn here, in their SEARCHING for the UNKNOWN commodity that all hope to find. And yet, what is found? Responsibility, or move on. People want to move IN and continue to live whatever conception of morality, activities, and attitudes THEY BROUGHT IN WITH THEM. And no, it is not acceptably--but it is not my job to tell you when you act unacceptable. YOU HAVE TO REALIZE YOUR LACK OF RESPONSIBILITY, WHATEVER IT MIGHT BE. YOU SEARCH, YOU FIND, AND YOU REFUSE TO AL­LOW IT TO CHANGE YOUR ATTITUDES. SOBE IT.

You have to understand that you are NO DIFFERENT than a Zipper Willie in the White House. If you are unwilling to meet the moral criteria of a basis of belief and morality on which your nation was supposedly founded, you are an irresponsible philan­derer with no perceptions beyond the area below the belt. This gives your enemies something with which to control you the en­tire remainder of your life.

You are in real trouble, world, when the most offensive DIC­TATOR of a small State like Iraq has the morality you need, and the President of the strongest nation in the world has the morals of a pantry moth. YOU, AS A WORLD, HAVE TROUBLE.

The lesser of two evils is never a solution--for then the evil in power is THE EVIL of the day. In a REAL world, the WORD OF TRUTH RULES--not an individual. This becomes order under the LAW vs. the law under orders--i.e., The New World Order.

Every cause or thought has an effect and a choice of response. How do YOU respond? Do you sit in your overstuffed Lazy-Boy Recliner and demand "Bomb Iraq" and "Nasty Saddam"? Or, do you listen and HEAR what even your established media is telling you? Saddam Hussein was a pampered Bush pet and business colleague, and funny thing, he WASN'T A TYRANT THEN! Billions and billions of Bush dollars were dumped on Saddam to further the political causes of the U.S. GOVERN­MENT. And, don't you realize that in the effect of your cause, dozens of other nations are in conference trying to figure out HOW TO DUMP BOMBS ON YOU 'SATANIC' AMERI­CANS AS WE WRITE? Oh, you aren't like that? YOU ARE EXACTLY WHAT THE HANDLERS AND TRAINERS TELL YOU TO BE, SLEEPYHEADS--EXACTLY. And what you are going to precipitate is a total blow-off-the-map of such as Israel for the lopsided hatred is building and can only build around that which is PERCEIVED to be THE PROBLEM.

I will promise you something, chelas: GOD WILL DO SOME LEVELING OF THE PLAYING FIELD--PERHAPS THE "LESSER" OF TWO EVILS--BUT NONETHELESS, EQUAL­ITY IS A GOOD THING. Perhaps the "other side" can appre­ciate God's gifts more than can you who are not even allowed to know of them, or, await your rapture in physical form to bigger and better wealth and status. What BS garbage! You are what you ARE and God knows what YOU are. It is not insanity; it is stupidity, for anyone can grow out of ignorance.

You might well say, "Well, 100% of the 'callers' in to the me­dia shows-and-tells are for taking out Saddam." But, don't you hear when someone gets through and wants to talk about the sins of Israel, they are immediately shut off the system with a moan of the host as to "not screening the callers properly"? Only the callers who want what the media is trying to achieve--EVEN GET THROUGH! Moreover, the system feeds on itself like the sharks who don't even like whatever the food frenzy is about. Pretty soon you start eating each other.

How does this happen? LISTEN: every day in a thousand instances right before you the term "weapons of mass destruction" is used and used and re-used until even you do not speak without "weapons of mass destruction" and Saddam Hussein always on your tongues. What are weapons of mass destruction? Don't YOU have them? Doesn't Israel have them? Oh my, indeed. So, you come back, "Well, it is a matter of who is going to USE THEM." Oh? And what about that Pact and Executive Order of last November where Clinton and Mr. Yahoo of Israel AGREED TO BOMB WITH NUCLEAR BOMBS--NEUTRON BOMBS YET--IRAQ OR ANY AGGRESSOR AGAINST THE U.S. OR ISRAEL. And "use them"? Well, Israel has IN­VADED Lebanon, Syria, Palestine, and others WITH IM­PUNITY AND WHINING THAT SOMEHOW THEY WERE WRONGED.

I study the circumstances and the level of your discernment and it appears you in the U.S. and Britain have no right to pull the big bully act further over the heads and eyes of a world OF GOD. Yes, the field will be leveled and I would note that this government of evil will fall and the replacement may well be WORSE than anything you nice people have experienced YET IN THIS PHYSICAL DOMAIN.

What you may think of me is none of my business. What you think about the world is none of my business. But wouldn't it be wise to KNOW what you are about before you blow off your own heads or send your relatives off to die in a sea of sand, par­asites and vermin?

Do I have no mercy? No, it has nothing to do with mercy--it has everything to do with God's laws and KNOWING what IS and stop the stupidity.

Why would Clinton belly-up and Madeleine Albright shut-up? Because all Saddam had to do was produce TRUTH for the as­semblage with Kofi Annan who is a Godly man seeking balance and peace. YOU are NOT ALLOWED to hear the people who tell the truth--ONLY THE VIPERS AND WAR-MONGERS.

How do you KNOW the media and press are controlled and how do you KNOW that the bibles are tampered? Because they are tampered into the acceptance of that which is the most base and ugly of human thought and GOD only creates balance, harmony, justice and LIGHT. When you have the offering up of wars, bloodshed and use of another--you have nothing save dark ener­gies and intent at work--period. BUT, you are gifted with FREE-WILL CHOICES UPON WHICH YOU EVALUATE YOUR JOURNEY--WITH GOD. So, God won't SAVE you, good buddies; He will let you attend your own misperceptions.

If your intent is of genuine truth--GOD will offer, show you the way, provide what you need--AND YOU WILL SEIZE THE MOMENT. AND, FURTHER, YOU WILL REMOVE THE PRESSURES FROM THE ONES SEIZING THE MOMENT PILED ON BY YOUR INDIVIDUAL DEMANDS--even upon GOD. When God sends the life-ring, I suggest you grab it with GUSTO because waiting for the luxury craft may well get you DEADED. Opportunity, further, is very, very fleeting in its sticking around. God leaves opportunity where it is seized and from that idea comes CREATION.

I am besieged with inquiries about one "teacher" or another, one "guru" (same thing) or cohan (same thing) or another. It mat­ters not what "I" think about these beings or entities. WHAT DO YOU THINK ABOUT THEM? Are they presented in a physical form which you must somehow "worship" or bend your knees? What do they ACTUALLY TELL YOU? Will it break your Ramtha hearts to come to KNOW that Knight, Yanni, AND RAMTHA are controlled by the CIA? Oh indeed, and yet there is great TRUTH that flows out of the wisdom of the WORD. People are frail reeds, chelas, no matter who those PEOPLE SEEM TO BE. So, the inquirers must understand that it is only what YOU MAKE OF THESE and, as well, what YOU PERCEIVE OF ME. I offer you nothing other than self-responsibility and TRUTH--no cop-outs. I don't want drop-outs or cop-outs on my station. So, whatever you decide to be is up to you--I know the LAWS and only through those LAWS shall you make it to the Big Idea in the Heavens ever after. I don't have to judge or choose--it is up to you for I bend not one hair's breadth from the LAWS OF TRUTH. THAT is my being. I cannot concern too much with yours. But I CAN AND DO have inclusion or exclusion rights--BASED ON THAT LAW. DO YOU WANT TRUTH AND FACTS, OR TO BE MISLED AND FIND ASCENSION SIMPLY MEANS BEING BLOWN TO BITS?

What may really surprise you in your narrow growth is that I don't need many coming with me for crowding is not the name of the game--KNOWING IN TRUTH is the name of the game. I, unlike you, KNOW and it doesn't matter how "long" it takes for you to learn and know--YOU WILL COME TO KNOW ONE DAY OR YOU ARE DESTINED TO CONTINUE ON THE WHEEL OF LOWER EXPRESSION, LOWER CON­SCIOUSNESS. And, in fact, you can't get more "LOW" than the human physical levels of experience.

Every now and then the LIGHT bursts momentarily upon you--but in your dimension you cannot dwell in that eternal Light lest you become darker than the dark you try to overcome. When expression IN THAT GLORIOUS LIGHT is within, and in all you express--then and only then have you "arrived". Otherwise YOU ARE ONLY PRETENDING LIGHT TO FOOL SELF AWAY FROM RESPONSIBILITY. Of course you have to WORK at KNOWING; that is the purpose of the school itself. You can remain dumb or grow, the choice is yours and the les­son available--to LIVE AND EXPERIENCE, NOT GET AWAY FROM AND INTO ANOTHER DIMENSION OF MENTAL SEPARATION FROM SELF. THAT IS THE GROSSEST POISON OF THE SOUL, THIS ESCAPE CLAUSE YOU BUILD FOR SELVES.

YOU ARE ALLOWED EXPRESSION TO HAVE AND GROW INTO KNOWING AND RESPONSIBILITY OF SELF IN YOUR PHYSICAL ENVIRONMENT--NOT SIMPLY TRY FOR THE RETURN OF CONSCIOUSNESS INTO ANOTHER DIMENSION BECAUSE YOU CAN'T FIND PEACE IN THE ONE YOU HAVE AT HAND.

What I get on this topic is: "Well, Hatonn knows about a lot of things, but he is wrong about this aspect." NO, I AM NOT WRONG--I've been there and done that--AND NOW, I AM, AND AS OF YET--YOU AREN'T, AND THEREFORE YOUR OPINIONS ARE WORTHY OF YOU--NOT OF ME. You had, I suggest, best look up the meaning of ATON. THAT IS MY LABEL; what's yours?

When you grasp onto another's truth--all you have and hold is HIS TRUTH--not yours, just an unreasonable following of an-other's attitudes and opinions. Even the people of Iraq must outgrow living in the opinion or attitude of Saddam for they are not living as independent individuals any more than any of you in the U.S. of A. Worse, you both are only subjects to the opinions and desires of your media and the media's higher con­trollers. GOD IS NOT GOING TO YANK YOU INTO SAL­VATION, SLEEPYHEADS; THE POINT IS TO HEAR THE ALARM CLOCK AND GET UP FROM YOUR COTS AND SEE YOUR POSITION AND DISCERN YOUR DESTINY.

The water deepens and the life-ring is floating--but for how long before the deflation happens? The source of your breathing must remain OUT OF THE WATER, children. As long as you keep that mouth and nose above water, the other things can be added into and within your dimension. Once you drown, it's over for this journey! Journeys are not over--only THIS ONE. Circumstances change and not only THIS one.

Back to the original topic of life and death: ONLY LIFE HAS MEANING. What will you make of YOURS and never mind anyone else's.

Thank you for indulging my professor stance; it is, however that which I am best at doing, that and CREATING, so therefore, I don't like lesser intentioned parties around about me. We are creators, not users of..., and when we start creating that which is toward perfection in expression--only then have we learned our more worthy lessons. Another's opinions are not more than exactly that, opinions. If you want to live in another's opinions rather than God's truth of instructions--fine, go for it--but the outcome is going to be so very disappointing in its realization. You can listen to another's opinions without becoming the person's opinions. To know the difference is the gift of gifts. Salu

Adonai. (And, perhaps you should look up the meaning of this label also.)

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