Aug. 5, 2014

PJ-14

CHAPTER 3

 

REC #1   DHARMA/ATON

 

THURSDAY, APRIL 12, 1990    9:30 A.M.     YEAR 3 DAY 239

 

Father, this is Dharma to inquire of you. I sit in light for I have cleared of my space and yet I almost long for a dark fragment that I can attack, for my shield is perfection this day--in my consciousness. Can it be that man must have con­flict? Can it be that the only real journey is to produce the consequences and experience of the ultimate prophecy as already written and only the methods of experience vary? Could it be that the ending scenario was put in place so that we would accomplish that end and naught other? Could it be that the projection of the "lie" came in inception by those of us who create? I think that my head will split with the truth of it--for I see! And yet, as the con­sciousness efforts to express it--where does it go? How is it that the higher consciousness knows exactly that which IS and the conscious brain and tongue tangle themselves into knots and scrambles of disorder? Why must each of us cling to "another's" scenario even unto the man-printed Bible? Why can we not live and act within the Laws of God and Creation and find peace and com­fort? If man can create the lies of such magnitude as has been proven unto us in our own generations where we are witness to the facts of it, such as the Conspiracy, World Domination, the Antarctic bases, the "space" lies, etc., why do we assume there is no lie in our beginnings and that we would need only change of our perception?

 

I KNOW THAT THERE ARE, AND WERE AND, IN THE PHYSICAL PLANE WILL FOREVER BE, ONLY PERCEPTIONS. SHIRLEY IS CORRECT IN ASSUMPTION--IT IS ALL IN THE PLAYING--BUT SHE HAS MISSED THE "WHOLE" OF IT!

 

Man creator gives life unto these perceptions, even unto something as sinister as AIDS, and the need for reduction of overpopulation of a planet. But there must have been a reason for the lesson of the overpopulation in the first place. We build and build in thought form until we have created that which we claim we want least of all! There only IS and yet why have I not heard you when you have said as much? Why do I feel as if I shall leave of this dimension when I accept as much? How is it that I have given up judgment when in my consciousness I find I WANT to judge for the very experience of the encounter?

 

Knowing this is the way it is, why must I continue to receive such tid-bits of happenings? Can man not accept the truth in a lump? Father, I ask for input, please, for I am not alone in my quest. I recognize that which you bring unto my hands as truth and yet, it is never enough to simply know of the lies or even to know the solutions and take action, it is far, far greater in intent that man should grow. Why has "Christianity" never worked in total, or Buddha, or the Great Spirit in total concept when in truth they all ARE? I see that that which has been created must be "finished" and yet I have a desire only to write of it--not to DO of it. I know that I deliberately keep the shadow of blindness about me, for within I KNOW THAT I KNOW, and I further know that we discuss it constantly whereby I make the decision to act and participate from the cloak of unknowingness. Why does this seem so foolish to me? Is it be­cause I know that I am not allowed to tell it in my own manner? Would not these truths fall more gently on the ears of mankind from more accepted sources? Why has this word projector become my discipline--for I know that I can traverse the stars were it not for this task? I desire not to control of man's destiny although I understand, now, that I accept mankind even unto the most unacceptable and heinous and I can love and accept him with compassion be­yond that which I thought myself capable. I look into your light and touch your very presence and yet I long to see an image with my human eyes--rarely do I perceive an image any more unless it comes with a point and message. I experience, however, that which is beyond any comprehension and I know that I am one within the very oneness. Why do I continue to long for a human image in God? I know that whatever the final truth is it will not be as man an­ticipates--no matter what it is man anticipates--NOTHING which man has in his consciousness. I know that there is no "telling" of truth for truth simply IS and is the same as experience. I know that I desire to pull away from that which is human for I find being human is most deceiving and I am weakened greatly in spirit by the presence of all save a few. I am all but helpless to func­tion in a crowd and I must struggle to maintain balance--why? I was a social creature and yet I long for the solitude--the beauty of quiet communion and yet I know that man must be given truth that he might know of his own cre­ation and ability for creation for the mass thought form shall be that which completes the experience. I also know that to stop my pronouncements is ex­actly that which our enemy desires happen and strives relentlessly to accom­plish. I further believe that it is my own confirmation of the truth of that which we bring forth herein in that anyone would take notice and try so dili­gently to stop its flow. I repeat what Peter said 2000 years ago--"we are the first to KNOW!" HOW IS IT THAT WE WOULD BE THE FIRST TO KNOW AND see AND YET NOT HAVE THE ABILITY TO IMMEDI­ATELY TRANSFORM THAT THOUGHT UNTO OUR BROTHER FRAGMENTS?

 

I see that man has a right to experience that journey for which he came upon this place, be it perceived painful, heinous, beautiful, Godly or evil. Is it that we must express truth that man might see the lie? For if he sees the magni­tude of the lies--he shall undoubtedly see the truth!

 

Father, I know that these are questions which are being asked for they flood unto my attention daily and yet myself, and my brothers and sisters do not even understand the very questions which we are projecting for we know not, in our consciousness, even that which to ask. We only understand to ask for "things" or states of beingness--we know not that which to ask!

 

I know that ones do not anger with our writings because they are truth or uti­lized, in perception, from their own interpretation for that would greatly please of anyone to have to have his work validated by another, therefore, it is more, isn't it? It is that we all know the truth lies far beyond that which we project at any given time and when we think we have individually grasped it infinite form--it elusively slips away as an essence only to be taken farther by someone else's knowledge? I perceive this day, that the moment  the masses perceive the unbalance in fullness--the pendulum shall rebalance for all who have fragmented to experience given roles shall be returned  unto and into the "ONE" and this game shall be ended. Then the next scenario shall begin in a burst of glory--that which we will do from this point onward. For the higher experiences are so much more grand and more wondrous--this place is but dense conflict and contradiction and blindness--for we can only learn from er­ror. We could learn from "example", and have to some extent, but we have drawn away from the pure and Godly example!

 

I shall quiet now, for my conscious being has tended to overstep my own lim­its--but I command in behalf of myself and my asking brothers, for response, in clarity, that we might understand that which is our mission. Millions of us, as fragments of higher  source, are seeking our purpose and understanding of our mission  that we might get about our intended work for we now know that it will only be through  action--"creation through actions"-- which shall prevail. Please open our minds for our eyes and ears are open and yet the fog is great in our waking hours which of course, are our "sleeping" hours. How can it be that we have so missed the point of the opposites of perception? Little Crow has said it to me over and over--all that is within must come without---ALL. For life in consciousness is only a contradiction of experience. Is it a time, perhaps, of coming back into knowledge WITH WISDOM and putting aside the sleepy "knowledge" WITH FOOLISHNESS? We are pawns--but I per­ceive we are not pawns of the scenario or of the perceived Gods--but only of self expression? I stand aside and await your wisdom of higher insight. I re­quire that you give me truth for I know that the call compels the answer and I await for I am but one with my brothers. In greatest reverence and respect I bow unto thine greatness for I am humbled by the truth of it, that ye would experience through such a humble servant. Amen, Father--I ask only that I serve well for as I am given to see a glimpse of the whole of it--I can only peti­tion to do my portion well. I know that ye shall give unto me the strength and energy that I need, just as ye will give unto each and all of us that which we need and require to fulfill our missions--I am most humble in that wisdom of truth. May the beauty of thy countenance be given to shine upon us in this journey for it is wondrous indeed. Little Crow said unto me that would be given that which I needed and the energy required as will we all, who petition and allow the unfolding--I did not understand. I thank you for sending that elusive teacher unto me for He touches me through every other manner than as the human brother and I weep to be "told" and reassured in my humanness, but I understand, now, why it would not be wise for I must KNOW my on truth for the bringing forth. I ask permission to send this portion unto Sister for I know that she awiTi7it. It has been far more difficult for these precious ones than for me, to watch me stumble over the rocks thrown in my path, but I now know that I have prevailed and that which I bring forth is from truth and only truth in the magnitude of the whole of it. The loss of a label or a date is but garbage and chaff to be cast away and there shall be no further quibbling on such matters. The readers of these words will simply have to move within  and decide, for proof shall not be given from tricks and debates. How can it take so many journeys to see the truth of it? My own journeys flood my mind as I write and the magnitude of it breaks as a sunburst. I bow before the greatness and the reflection of it. I am Doris of human--but oh Father, I soar with the unseen eagles of the universe and I want the missing fragments of my own wholeness to find their wings also, those which are all my relations--which is All. Please allow me to finish of my work. Thank you, Father, for I know that it shall be so. Might this Easter time be the resurrection of mankind, for we have been dead so long. Amen.

 

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Aton to respond, chela, for you have summoned me. I AM THE LIGHT and I have awaited your command. I feel as if a Socratilian lecturer has bended mine ear. Some of the response will be beyond some ability to understand. Know that always, the being receiving will only receive to his level of capability and pronounce the writing "too confusing" or full of banal nonsense. THAT IS NOT YOUR PROBLEM! You deal with self and others will find their level of comprehension. There has been great care and discernment as to the order of bringing forth these Journals and the pattern shall not fit all. It is enough for you to know that they touch all and even if cast aside, they have jarred mental processes far beyond that which is proclaimed. Yours is to write, not attend readers for it is none of your business what they think! All will receive according to their level of understanding. Those who write and inquire or call to clarify, are blessed indeed but that, too, is between them and me--not you, unless they are in the asking of your human opinion--which would be most unwise on their part, for you might actually be tempted to give it.

 

You ones who experience in the density of human format are very much given to the need of conflict. If there is not conflict that requires thought and thoughtful action, there would be nothing beyond the mindless child-like handicapped being or the animal/plant/mineral kingdom as you perceive it--for those things have no notion of else but being--in whatever situation they find themselves. They may struggle and fight in fear or for other reasons, but they soon cease to struggle at all---almost where you ones have come, my friends. Only through thoughtful action can you change a whit of your experi­ence, otherwise, it is not your experience for you have then become a pawn in another's experience.

 

Ah, beloved, you have found a major clue of your perceived experience--you all have accepted that the ending will be as the projections have come forth--and so it shall probably be. Why? Because man perceives it to be his direc­tion as laid forth by someone and some things at sonic time. Man will tell you that you cannot make a white-skinned person to be black--an albino proves that to be incorrect. If you remove all the colored pigments and change of them--you can create any colored being that you desire! Besides, a black man is not black and hence the incorrect label of "black", they are beauteous gifts of bronze and earth color at its most beautiful and glorious--the wondrous color of earth manifested in "man". Further, the "white" are not "white" for white is the pure blending of all colors and you have never witnessed pure "white", for in the perfection of "white" you have only "light" and your eyes cannot discern it from the colors which filter through.

 

If you walked into the halls of the Earth wherein you could be seen and heard in every quarter--by all ones, and you spake unto them and said, "All we have to do is change our minds--there has to be no Armageddon, no AIDS and thus and so"--who would come to your speech? Moreso--who would listen and conceive, with you, the truth of it? Nay, the masses would clutch their various "books" of rules and "history" and slay you for your blasphemy! The facts are, chela, man has no desire what-so-ever to change of the prophecies for man wrote the book in the first place. Man desires to experience exactly that which he is experiencing regardless of perceived consequences. Yes, man must have the perception of good and bad, positive and negative and all the myriads of perceptions in the middle, lest he be unable to perceive anything, for man can rarely indeed, perceive simple IS-NESS.

 

A child in a death camp was asked how she and her sister endured the taking of scrapings of bone from their shins every week without anesthesia, etc. She answered, "I didn't know it could he any other way--I thought that was what being a child was!" A babe horn into Ethiopian squalor and famine knows nothing other than hunger and flies in his eyes--he is in the depths of misery and yet knows nothing more or less--he can cry but what else? Until he knows of something else he has nothing upon which to discern his own plight. And further, if you can turn masses into the unknowingness--they become easy slaves to the ones who DO know a difference.

 

If you have only experienced welfare for survival, you EXPECT the welfare and how could you feel it unworthy of a healthy being to live in those circum­stances'? You ones cannot discern that which is true illusion from that which is experienced illusion. Even pain can be a total illusion.

 

Further, when the mind "accepts" what IS, he can then grow above the limits and into his further knowing that he can do something about the  IS-NESS. When he/she/you/it stops fighting---"FIGHTING"---then you can settle into the solution of the perceived problems and the problems will then take what­ever growth state you choose. If it is AIDS, for example, when you stop  “fighting” AIDS, the solution will come, for the masses have now the ex­pectation of losing a given number of bodies to AIDS. When you move from the perception of "death" regarding physical inflictions, and move into the perception of "life"--wondrous miracles occur--even positive and actively in­fected AIDS sufferers actually can become negative even to the blood testing. You may well find that AIDS "virus" is not a "virus" at all--whatever that might be at any rate for a virus is only a crystalline substance--you may well find, my friends, that it is no problem at all but a figment of your own projections and attitudes. When the actions and behaviors of the groups suffering are changed into cleansing and. God-ly behavior--you will find the "thing" is no longer existent. Oh, you may find a "cure" in apparatus and beams and vibra­tion frequencies but it will he the attitude and mind that will reap the cure. The mind can override every known piece of apparatus you can invent.

 

These are the reasons we project unto you ones the scenario as laid forth and then hit you squarely with "probabilities" and "changes by possibilities", etc. It is not predestined that man has to move into holocaust--it is simply that it is so written and therefore, it will PROBABLY come to pass exactly in the manner laid forth--give or take a week or two. Just as the mind who believes the card reader who says, "Next Wednesday you will fall in front of a truck and he killed." If you believe that, my friend, you will go out of your way to get in front of a truck--further, if she tells you it will be a Ford truck--you will find the Ford. You change the predictions by changing  the mind!

 

It is the same with changing the scenario of the ending times--first you have to change your mind about the story and enough of you have to change it to bring forth alternatives. You see, the Conspiracy has come up with alterna­tives, which, if you do not act--may very well change the ending--for them, but not for YOU! Is understanding seeping through at all?

 

Further, it is why you MUST KNOW THE TRUTH OF HOW THINGS ARE IN ORDER TO CHANGE THEM AT ALL. How can you change an unknown  into another unknown and make it work for you? That is what you have been doing--accepting the lies and changing exactly as you are told to change. When enough perceive the truth of it--it must automatically change for you will have drawn from the source of all power--you the people will have changed your minds about how the play goes. Further, you do not have to depopulate your planet by killing--change your, perception and you depopu­late by creating other planets upon which to experience---it is only that human only recognizes his limits and not his God "unlimited"

 

You have created your perceived "mess" through commission or omission  throughout the eons--you will now change of it or it will come to its own predicted demise so that you can progress on to other things. You can change a whole nation's political expression by demanding a change in voting and lead­ership and you are convinced you can do nothing. Therefore, if you do noth­ing, you have created the circumstance. It is that man desires someone else to do it--not himself--i.e., "Dharma, you do it because you believe and I am not sure." Nay, Dharma can only change her own perception of circumstance and we made incredible headway this very day. She will write that which we give forth--you who receive will do whatever ye choose to do with it.

 

It is as with the one who has been supplied with sound and recording equip­ment to read the Journals to have available for the unsighted and handi­capped (or for simple preference in receiving method), and he doesn't get started even, for he can't decide whether or not be agrees and his friends (whom all of you can name) are telling him it is not all truth. So be it. No one asked him to believe anything, disagree, agree or fly kites--he has asked to do a job for which he fully expects payment. Therefore, go forth and retrieve the apparatus and the material for it is not his business to agree or disagree--he either does the job or he does not--or he arranges to find out truth on his own balance and makes that a portion of his agreement--"I will only do it if I totally believe it and it is alright with my advisors who have obviously made my life perfection unto this day."

 

IF YOU HAVE OFFERED THE PEARLS AND THEY HAVE BEEN CAST ASIDE AND REQUIRED THE JEWELERS TESTING OF THE GIFT WOULD YOU LEAVE THEM TO BE SMASHED AND TRAMPLED UN­DER THE FEET OF THE SWINE? IS IT NOT TIME TO CEASE THE ALLOWING OF THE WORD OF GOD TO BE TRAMPLED INTO THE MUD UNDER THE FEET OF THE SWINE? THESE ONES HAVE TOTAL AC­CESS TO THE WORDS, THE JOURNALS AND ANYTHING ELSE THEY DESIRE TO OBTAIN THEMSELVES---YOU GET BACK THAT WHICH IS YOURS AND GOD'S FOR IF YOU ALLOW THEM TO DESECRATE THE WORD, WHICH I AM, THEN YOU HAVE DESECRATED OF IT! WE OF­FERED THE OPPORTUNITY AS A GIFT IN THE JOY OF HELPING A FRIEND--WE NEED NOT THESE ONES FOR THE PROJECTS FOR THERE ARE THOUSANDS AWAITING AND PLEADING FOR THE GIFT OF PARTICIPATION. This is a good example of the time of choosing--you are given the selection from which to choose--but it is now time; you will be in the choosing or, for the lack of actively choosing, ye will have made your choice.

 

It is as Little Crow said unto Dharma, "you will have exactly who you need for the motion picture and they will be perfection. Do not expect it to be those whom YOU perceive are necessary!" Think upon this wisdom. MY CHIL­DREN, HEAR ME WELL---YOU SHALL NOT "SELL"GOD OR TRUTH. In many, many cases, man's own ego and ignorance will cause him to be passed over--so be it! It is not your business!

 

The Japanese have created a computer which can dissolve an item and recon­struct it at another location---do you not think perhaps we can find someone to build Mr. Tesla's apparatus? DO NOT LIMIT POSSIBILITIES OF PAR­TICIPATION BY EGO TRIPS, MY FRIENDS---YOU NEED GODNESS, HE NEEDS NOT YOU FOR HIS PERFECTION.  FOR AS GOD CRE­ATES THUSLY  CAN HE UN-CREATE. THINK ON THIS MOST CAREFULLY.

 

You cling to projections such as the Bible for in those books lie also the secret of truth--the standards by which you maintain your Godness and balance--therefore you lose your ability to discern that which is man's and that which was from God. Within you KNOW! However, since all of your perceived physical experience is based on the projections of some "other", you are al­lowing the helplessness of the victimization thrust upon you by those "others" who know the difference and use it against you. Do not think for one moment that the Global 2000 conspirators do not believe they can pull off their plan! Further, if one plan is scrubbed--alternative plans are thrust forth and insti­tuted--while you of the masses sleep on.

 

You are going to have to face the facts that the Holocaust of the Ger­man/Jews wasn't as projected, the "space program" isn't and Guyana was a cover up for other activities in the area---hard to grasp---of course!! But if you grasp it and face it you can change the destiny of your world. And brothers, face it--the enemy of "you the people", the puppet-masters, know it! This is the very reason they have tried every electronic device in their arsenal to wipe out this scribe--integrated truth shall set you free and  destroy them and their evil plan. Strange thing, every time they supposedly succeed--Dharma comes to us and returns with ever so much more insight so it really doesn't pay to "kill" her. She has moved from the terror of the fox from the hounds into a more "what an interesting  experience". And none of the ones within the close group can even grasp the possibilities--until they let their own guard fall and wham! they get it squarely broadside. We always allow the lessons to be fully learned and then you learn to ask for and keep the protection available to all of you.

 

I warn you--the only defense you have against the beam systems in function upon  your placement, is through the plasmic energy shield of the light which we can afford you--but you must ask therefor. You all have convinced your­selves that you can be no other than as you perceive things to be.

 

Christianity could not endure in the principle laid forth by man for it laid the "responsibility" on "other". The same with all religious doctrines. The New Age doctrines cannot work for the same reason and being without action--faith without works--does aught. Chanting mantras to "empty the mind" only causes the mine to race faster and faster and therefore methods of the mas­ters of the far east cannot hold the answers--FOR YOU. It only means that they have found "their way" and offer what assistance they have unto you. The ultimate and the ALL is right there within. Sorry about that for you who like to tip-toe over the world and spread your great wisdom or search for those "higher truths"--right there within, no fancy trips, no fancy foods or drugs, no peyote root or leaf, no pot smoke--those are to deaden you from re­ceiving the truth of it. The sweat lodge might help because it gives you the proverbial "hot foot" and "hot seat" and you stop lying to yourself. But that, too, is only if done with proper purpose for to go sweat in an Indian type hovel to find magic will simply make you sweat and lie to yourself a bit longer.

 

Besides, to find all truth and knowledge would  explode the  being for when ALL knowledge is given--you are no longer of the physical--the physical cannot survive the frequency. This is why there are ones of you back for the pur­pose of leading and measuring the frequency growth for a remnant must sur­vive and it requires great insight and acceptance. This is because, when you KNOW, you no longer have need for the game! Moreso, if you move into the let us call it, Astral beingness, and you encounter old friends and family, etc., you will limit yourself if you remain in the comfort of their level of growth. If ones come and bid you move on--move on. YOU, the spiritual YOU can be­come mired in every dimension and it helps to know that before you move on for perception is very dulled when the consciousness is lost. Consciousness one of the major gifts of the physical dimension.

 

The Masters who have walked your way have all spoken the truth but man has never been able to perceive the meaning. It is intended that man perceive the meaning in these closing cycles. You know not that which went before--in your consciousness--for it is all hearsay. You cannot even trust your physical experience much less judge what is fact from fiction in that which is "history".

 

You, Dharma, become the lie if you project that you ARE THE GOD OR THE CREATION. You are a fragment making up the whole, but THE GOD, WHICH I AM, IS THE COMPLETION OF ALL OF THE PARTS OF YE ONES AND THE CREATION IS THE ALL--THE WHOLE--OF ALL. WITHOUT YOU THE WHOLE IS NOT COMPLETE FOR THE CREATION IS COMPOSED OF ALL  FRAGMENTS AND FAR EXCEEDS THE "SUM" OF ALL THE PARTS. Therefore, you--any one of you--can be and experience anything and anyone ye-choose--but ye must be in the completion of the experience or make a decision to change or stop the ex­perience and take action to so do. In the physical dimension, you have forgot­ten how to do these things and some who can't remember will try to accom­plish the change through suicide only to find that that is not the way, that only complicates the experience to a greater extent. The only real solution is to open your minds and remember for it is the time of remembering--you have spent enough time experiencing in the forgetting.

 

Dharma, this is far too lengthy a visit without break. Might we leave it for a while and allow rest, please. I am pleased that you have asked and I honor all of you who have been asking for I have heard. But the receivers must be tuned, my children, lest the vibrations overload the system. I do not wish that you would go forth and prepare for the guests which have come. Make arrangements that all can go elsewhere for I need you in quiet--our work these days is far, far too important to allow you to be lost in the trivia. I do not wish to cause you discomfort but I must have you in balance. Do you un­derstand? This is not a community house--this is a place for most serious work for unless you do of your task the rest cannot do of theirs. Yours must be to spend more time with me in absence of physical confusion and distrac­tions. So be it.

 

Go now, and we will continue at a later sitting. Blessings upon you precious children, for I cherish you.

 

I AM ATON--YE ARE MYSELF

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