PJ-14

CHAPTER 2

 

REC #1    SANANDA

 

WEDNESDAY, APRIL 11, 1990    9:00 A.M.      YEAR 3 DAY 238

 

You do not walk alone, beloved ones, for I have never left you. I AM SANANDA, ONE WITH GOD.

 

Ah yes, the movie of Jesus was wondrously done but remember, it was a movie and it was not perfected by God nor Jesus. It was most carefully or­chestrated to allow, in the ending, the indecision and doubts of the Messiah. It was shown on the Holy Days of Passover to spew away the guilts of a citi­zenry who "did what they thought right"! Nay, it was not so. I represented the rabble as a "hippy" with a band of stragglers who couldn't decide their own di­rections. Further, with me in their midst, they could not decide in truth, ex­cept for the two or three. The ones who spoke the loudest in their doubting were the firm ones within their knowingness--'tis a contradiction is it not?

 

It is the worst of times and it is the best of times--for it is YOUR times--your experiences. It is a strong time of your cycles known as the year--the Easter time. Easter was recognized before the crucifixion and ascension. You have added unto that the pull of a moon in fullness and the outright blatant at­tempts of evil directly blasted upon you of my people.

 

That time of walking in what you call the Holy Lands was the most painful and heinous of all mine journeys upon your placement--for, yes, I have walked ev­ery portion of your globe for it was my place of training and of teaching. Of all the ones upon your orb, the red man took me in and walked with me--and "heard" my words from our Creator. I was different--I was pale and elusive in appearance compared to the strength and bronze of their beauteous beings--and still they took me in and called me brother. My words were already a part of their very existence and the truths were already known from the Great Spirit. This was before they were pulled apart and corrupted by the things of evil upon the earth.

 

The red man makes no big thing of my presence for they already knew me and they have naught to cover up in guilt and horror to my being. I was simply a brother and a teacher from God unto them no more and no less. They honored me and walked with me and welcomed me within their lodges and within their hearts for they too knew that they were and are one with the Great Spirit.

 

You who will go unto the places of religions in your finery on Easter noun--which will be more important unto you--the Easter Bunny or the lily of the season; the clothing of finery and egg baskets--or the bloodstained robe and crown of thorns? Will ye kneel in prayer unto thine Father Creator in for­giveness of self and me? Will ye sing praises that there is no death but only life, or will ye worship a being as having death upon a cross to remove thine responsibilities unto God and brother mankind? Or will the season pass in confusion and excuse for gluttony and party? What will ye ponder this Easter? Ye have not many more in which to ponder anything upon this Earth! Who will hear me'? Blessed are ye who hear me and the call of my hosts from the ethereal realms! IT IS THE TIME OF THE RULE OF SA­TAN UPON YOUR LANDS AND UPON YOUR PEOPLE. How many will walk back within my fold that you might find your path unto God? God sends his messengers and ye turn them away for you have lost your ability to discern that which is truth and that which is lie.

 

No, ye shall not be given thy proof in the form ye expect for it is the time of Satan to do great illusions and deceivings. I AM AND I HAVE NAUGHT TO PROVE UNTO ANYONE FOR YE OF MINE, KNOW ME AND YE WHO MUST HAVE THE PROVING--DO NOT YET SEE!

 

You have a new and wondrous opportunity to set it all to God-ness--to actu­ally grow into oneness with God. Will ye take it? Satan is loosed upon your place in total rule--! Which path will YOU choose?

 

You who would read and see and believe shall have a very hard time of it for a while, for the books will be ridiculed, cast aside without reading or recogni­tion--your own children will find excuse after excuse to play with Satan and not see the word, much less believe of it. They will anger with you for denying them that which they perceive is their's whilest you do of my work. Will you succumb or will you carry the burden with me? Perhaps it is a time for intro­spection as to your journey, each of you. If you were asked by the tribunals "Are you the Son/Daughter of God?", how would ye answer? It is indeed im­portant how ye would answer!

 

You call unto my servants, Hatonn, Ashtar, Korton, Soltec and others--"Show me your craft and I will believe! Show me your essence and then I will be­lieve!" No, you would not believe any more than did you then, when I stood in fullness in thine midst. Man from earth placement now makes grand and wondrous craft which appear to be from the heavens. Go to the Haunted House display at Disneyland--and you will see holographic apparitions--you already have all the illusions you can stand--it is knowing within which you must find. I am with you every minute and still you cannot find me in your consciousness. I am the golden light of our Creator which surrounds you, the breeze which caresses your brow, the air which you breathe and still you can­not find me'? The body hanged upon a cross was not the ME of a Christ or even of one called Jesus. That elusive illusion which departed from the body was the ME! AND THAT PORTION OF YOU THAT WALKS WITH ME IS THE YOU! You see, it does no-thing to a paraplegic to crucify him!  PONDER IT! The pain is in the crucifixion of the soul--the Phoenix within.

 

How can you tell the false Christ from the real one? Easy--you will not know when I will come! How do you tell the false prophets? Easy--if they give you teachings against the Laws of God and The Creation and tell you that to break the laws is acceptable. Those who tell you that you need do naught for the Christ Jesus did it all for you--they teach falsely. You will answer unto God for thine sins of omission and commission. It is the forgiveness given in sincere repentance that is guaranteed unto you. I can only stand before God WITH YOU and petition mercy for the journey is indeed incredibly difficult and the lies given in the perfection of Satan's destruction. That is what I offer unto you---not “instead-of”, my brothers, “not instead-of'”!

 

When you go to the mountain to stand before God, the Great Spirit, you will stand alone while you and God within judges--I will stand beside you, it is all that I can do and if you ask, I will take thine hand and we will walk together--I cannot do it for thee. That I can do it for thee is Satan's lie of lies for he knows that it is not so and within, you each and all know that it is not so.

 

If you cannot walk through Hell and bring thineself up out of the bindings, then ye are doomed to dwell in that hell. Hell is not a placement--it is a state of being; just as is Christness a state of being. And there is no eternal life of the physical--you want proof? There is your proof! All physical men give up their bodies unto death. Even in the ascension of body--it is not the dense manifested substance that you perceive as body which moves beyond. All flesh is transmuted one way or another and that physical body ceases to be as it was once manifested. Therefore, Satan proves my point and truth every day of your life and you see it not. He makes your moments of brief gratification both fleeting and elusive--even thine new Mercedes gets a dent and the new chair of golden fabric gets stained. The pleasure of the flesh is even more fleeting and the pain lingers for a lifetime of regrets and self-hate for thine weakness. OH YES, SATAN PROVES MY POINT AND TRUTH EVERY MOMENT OF EVERY DAY IN EVERY SCENARIO--AND YET MAN CONTINUES TO LIVE WITHIN THE LIE. IT IS FOR THAT WHICH I PETITION CREATOR FOR FORGIVENESS FOR YOU ARE SO BLINDED THAT YOU CANNOT SEE OF THAT WHICH YOU DO UNTO YOURSELVES, THE MOST WONDROUS OF ALL CREATIONS OF CREATOR.

 

For example, why would a "law" decide whether or not an art display is ob­scene and should be taken from public view? If man functioned and walked with God, there would be no audience from which to hide the garbage.

 

Perhaps you ones who doubt and choose to cast stones at my truth bringers should reconsider. For just as you allow your "beingness" and shout that in the end good will prevail, etc. and we must do it this way or that way or the other way----the point is: IN THE END GOD WALL PREVAIL AND SATAN ALWAYS FAILS TO ALLOW YOU VISION INTO THAT TRUTH.

 

Upon the rock shall my body be built--upon the word for the word is God. Ye ones who denied me shall come to know me for you too, must learn and grow. As you dwell with me you will find ones turn to you in effort to distract you and pull you down and the ones that do not understand that which transpires will simply move from thy, space for evil will not linger in the light or the lighted aura. Yes, often it will be thine very children, for Satan strikes where he can damage the target--ah yes, there are far worse things than crucifixion of a physical body-- far worse! But if you hold to my hand you will not fail and you will not fall. You will not fall. You will not be given to know your enemy in advance for yours is to grow in discernment and into knowledge of truth--not doubts and need to lean upon the opinion and perception of another human entity. Then, when your knowledge is founded as the rock, so shall ye have back unto you that which seemed lost. I am the truth, the word and the life and come with me and all these other things shall he added unto you--for upon you, the rock, shall I build my manifestation (church 'body'). I was the WORD made manifest--YOU ARE THE ROCK UPON WHICH MY BODY WILL AGAIN MANIFEST. YOU ARE MYSELF MADE MANIFEST--HAVE YE GIVEN ME A WONDROUS PLACE IN WHICH TO DWELL OR HAVE YE DESECRATED MY TEM­PLE? YOU ARE COMING UPON THE CROSSROADS AND THE PATH JOURNEY MUST BE DECIDED--WHICH ROAD WILL YE TAKE?

 

Dharma, your physical form is ill from the bombardment and your conscious­ness exhausted for you have had no rest, for ye have stood watch with me in mine own time of trial--ye and others of my brethren. Ah yes, chela, I still have trials and my testing is more severe than in all mine lifestream for it is a far greater thing that I must do than I have ever been caused to do and I cher­ish ye ones who walk with me through these darkest hours. I must fulfill my task alone for not even Creator will lift it from me--but I cherish you ones who do not cause me to make the journey through the shadows, alone. The light of radiance cannot come until the lamps are lighted and the darkness put aside.

 

 

Satan has been allowed to rule the world--he shall not be allowed to rule the universe and that is what our journey is about! THINGS OF THE FLESH ARE NOT THE THINGS OF SOUL! HOLD TO THE FRAGMENTS OF LIGHT, DO NOT CLUTCH AT THE SPLINTERS OF DARKNESS. YOU CANNOT KNOW ANOTHER MAN'S MISSION OR CONTRACT--HOLD TO THAT WHICH MOVES YOU UNTO GOD FOR THE TESTING IS MADE PAINFUL AND HARD SO THAT THE LESSONS MAY BE LEARNED.

 

Ones who seem to have turned against, you must not be judged--for they may be but the testors, for to bring forth truth cannot be a wishy-washy "maybe" thing. Ye who bring it forth from these realms are tested beyond all. Truth must be whole within and not in any measure dependent upon the attacks or the support of another--no matter who that other might be. Be in loving of those who test you most painfully for theirs is a gift indeed.

 

As with the child and her perceived "love"--do not judge her or her young man--require that they both grow for all are products of that which formed them. Hatonn told you long ago that the young man has more substance than could be recognized. Take the hands of these troubled children and love the child for the misery and pain upon your placement is terrible indeed. But re­quire that they grow; they must not sacrifice one for the evil of the other when neither has a way to know the path. Love and forgive all ones such as these blessed children, for there, but for the Grace of Creator--go thee! And fur­ther more--not so very distantly past!

 

I wrap Eleanor in my wings for her way, too, has been hard. May Creator's will always be served for none are capable of knowing the ultimate. There is great blessing in not knowing all, for then ye are allowed to create that which ye desire! Ponder it most carefully.

 

Blessed be this day and may you keep the light shining all about thee, for it is your choice and I but await your call. I do not leave you--ever, even unto the darkest hour.

 

I AM THE WORD, THE TRUTH AND THE LIFE AND UPON THESE THINGS HAS CREATOR BUILDED CREATION.

 

I AM SANANDA

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